25.10.08
home swt home....not...akan datang..
hey ppl...my return flight has been confirm...details as follows:date: 13nov08
eta: 1930hrs sg time
flight: qf 51
terminal: t1
as much as im happy tat im going back..kinda feel a bit of shi luo gan nw...dunno y...kena shoot by sis say im depress of being here...im jus lonely k...?? as much as i tot i'll be making frenz but i aint..
tink me n rmie has been ren-ing each other...quite surprise tat i didnt flare during da period im here...hmz..maybe a couple of times raise my voice abit..but other than tat..dun tink i got angry or mad...got bit unhappiness but still can make do w it..i tink both of us r trying to tolerate each other...but i very scare ren nai shi you ji xian de...n i dun wish us to blow up...
sometimes..jus sometimes..i jus kinda feel kena look no up...from da way i was being treated..from da way i was being told off...watever...i try to tell myself i know who i am..i know wat i can do wat i cannot do...i know im lazy at times...but im trying ok...im nt like u...n i dun wish to be like u...watever...
exams coming..i better start studying...first ppr on da 6nov...2nd ppr 8nov..last ppr 12nov..only gt 3 ppr...da other course no final exams..purely on the essays..which mostly helped by yuyu..who took da effort to look thru n edit nice nice both my 1000 and 2000 words essay..which r da longest bloodest essays tat i ever gonna write....tks babe...
gonna so x_x next yr...nv tot i would be so homesick...if only i made frenz...sometimes i tell myself...btw..next wk is study break...
